lalalas.Read a new manga!
The characters are so cute!(xSad thing is haven't realised finish yet.)Xhahas.After reading that,feeling really high.LOLS!school is boring as usual.I totally screwed today math test.Congrats to me!
I feel like crying right now. All the things I dread to happen had happened. Past tense. I felt horrible for doing all those things I did in the past. I feel like turning the clock back to where I just came to this world where I did not do anything regretful. I started to feel isolated from the world. I have no idea where to vent all the stress I am putting on myself. I tried persuading myself that everything will be fine but it doesn't seems to work. I've been praying alot these few days. Asking God to make me feel less guilty and asking him for his forgiveness. I am those people who don't really believe in his existence but somewhat I started praying to him. What a freak I am.
Waiting for everything to go to its place. I have no idea where my mind is taking me to. I can't seem to concentrate in classes. What the hell is wrong with me? I am so screwed.. Waiting for summer holiday to come so I can sort all my thoughts rather than letting it flow all around my mind. Wish me luck I guess. )X
I suddenly have the urge to cry.I want to find a corner to hide myself.Emotions are not exactly a nice thing to have..If I have the choice, I want to get rid of it.I want to be emotionless.I don't want to drown myself with emotions.I am feeling crappy now.I realised life is so fragile.Every minute there is someone dying.Isn't it horrible.If God really exist, can he stop those people from dying?I have no idea why suddenly I have this thought going through my mind.I want to be a child again.When I was a child, I want to grow up to experience a different world.Innocent is such a valuable thing.Whenever I see a child walking on the streets playing,I started feeling jealous of them.Crap.Life is never fair.Horrible system of life.)X
Heys.
I am back to post.
lols.
Went to seattle yesterday to shop.
Its funny when we can't find my dad
at the mall as it is freaking huge.
LOLS.
And of course his handphone died on him.
Lols.
so we pratically wasted half an hour finding him.
hahas.
Bought a skirt, 3 shirts.
and earrings.
haiis.
Freaking sleepy now.
cheerios.
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Heys.
I am freaking bored now.
Haiis.
Today planning I did this quiz
that is freaking interesting.
It helps you determine what kind of job
that is suitable for you.
lols.
Guess what I got?
LOLS.
The top few choices:
1. Pediatrician
2. Naturopath
3. Police officer (LOLS. I so small size so weird.)
4. Social Worker
5. Family Practitioner
6. Psychiatrist
7. Gerontologist
8. Mental Health Nurse
9. Occupational Therapist
10. Doctor
LOLS.
Most of them is related to medicine.
Oh my.
I realised in order to be a doctor,
you need to have very good grades
and people normally take two years to be accepted.
haha.
Oh ya,
the job that I was interested in: Pschologist
It is also in the top 20 careers option!
LOLS.
I am clearly obsess in what the hell am I going to do
when I graduated from High School.
sians.
lalalas.
tmr got pe.
Shit.
)X
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whoooohooooooooo..I am bored.LOLS.English at last go new topic
BUT now we are learning about Shakespeare.
Isn't it a FABULOUS topic? NOT
Crappish la.
Yesterday in order to pia finish the journal response,
I switched off my computer at 1.30am.
whoohooo.
I have no idea when I become so hardworking,
but in the end I forgot to finish the vocab part.
So now I have an extra day to do finish.
lols.
Wasted my bloody time.
I want to kill myself.
If I am in Singapore,
I won't even bother to touch it until next week.
Oh my.
Ms Boesel must be so touched.
lols.
Since she is a really nice teacher,
I decided to be nice to her.
hahahas.
Mandarin I totally flunk hanyupinyin.
I hate HANYUPINYIN.
Why are they obsess with hanyupinyin here?
EVERY test must have this section on it.
SHIT.
I totally flunk it there.
Lucky for me the rest of the part its easy for me.
haiiiis.
Life sucks for me.
Math I am so going to ace it tommorrow.
I will make sure I score 100% on it.
If not,
I will go crazy and will NEVER study for math provincial.
lols.
boreds.
(X
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oh my.
just read finish First Cut by Leah Ruth Robinson.
its really a nice book!
best so far.
i decided to be a psychologist.
its freaking cool to understand
what its going through in your patient's mind.
hahahaha.
i am obsess over reading books now.
crappish.
since here nothing to do,
i devoted my time in reading!
hahahaha.
going to do my journal response in 1 hour time!
wish me luck!
(X
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lalalas.today no homework!but i stil haven't touch the journal response.lols.i am a slackerrr.crapps.can't wait for friday!its non-instructional day again!no school!can slack!
lols.(X...
i am freaking TIRED!its 10.23pm and i have not showered yetdue to my older brother using the bathroom for so freaking long!i am so going to go crazy now.i need to shower and sleep right now.i need to calm myself in a way or another now.shit!didn't managed to make myself feel happy and relax.crappy life.why am i feeling this way?shittish crappish life.freak.i am going crazy.i need to sleep!aim for the week:-finish journal response by saturday-pack my room-stay optimistic for schooll-shower earlier!blehhsblehhhsblehhhhhhs....
currently addicted to a book which has 557 pages.i am only halfway through.blehhs.i want to know the ending right now!shall finish it by today latest by tomorrow morning!lols.going to do my response journal tomorrowwhen i get back from school tomorrow!weeeeeeees.wish me luck!oh ya.for my "i" reporti managed to get 3 As 1 Bs and 1 C+wooohoooooos.my planning didn't drop!
i love my planning teacher now!miracle is something that happen once in your lifetime......
lalalas.
i am bored now.
my whole laptop is screwed.
i have no idea what the hell did i do.
shit.
i am going crazy soon!
may a miracle happen to me and fix my laptop back to normal.
blehhhhhs.
i need to pia finish 31 chapter summaries today!
i am currently at chapter 7.
shit.
i screwed it all up!
i want to escape.
blehhhs.
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Today its a crappy day to me.Though there is no lessons but we have to go to this fairon wellness thingie for planning.The only interesting thing I learnt today is how to put on a condom.And its HANDS-ON!though its not the real thing but we use the wooden thingie.LOLS.
I didn't get to eat lunch since I am a good kid and decided
to make up for the mandarin class i miss today for the fair.
I thought i am only going to do the test
BUT the chinese teacher decided to make me do a composition
that the class did today.
I was feeling crappy for the whole entire day
until school end and I went to buy a pack of doritos.
LOLS.
blehhsblehhsblehhhs.
feeling crappy now.
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