diana'

heyys..i am so so so happy..haha..i gt 2 things tt is in my wishlist=))haha..debra,issabella,audrey,vivian,josephine,pamela,chaijia,kerensa bought me a nice converse shoe=)haha..hmms..den he bought me the er zuo ju zhi wen..haha..so paiseh..the cd cost so much..haha..bt den since he is rich....haha..hmms..den HE bought a princess word..i shall go find out how ex it is..haha..but thanks to him anywais..den chaijia,audrey,issabella and deb gave me cookies..then stupid debra peh qin rong lie to me yesterday..i ask her the aluminum foil is for what den she was like sayin"v.c ask me to bring,.i also dunno what is it for."den i like so damn stupid n believe her..haha..so i learn i lesson dun trust deb..LOLS..jkjk..haha..the cookies even though a little chao da bt is still nice=)haha..hmms..den today i am pissed by the guy behind me..i shall nt talk to him..haha..hmms..den guides..was like so happy today as at last we did drills..BUT we r scolded as our drill is like nt gd?hmms..den before tt did gadget tying..hmms..den went to go chop wood..haha...den did pt..left halfway since i gt doc appointment..haha..hmms..so overall today is nt bad bah..i cant wait for tmr..haha..i want my cake!!wees~haha..one more day for me=))3 more days for him=)))

posted by Anonymous @ 3:34 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am so damn sad nw..watch mvp valentine watch until so sad..haha..gt affected by the show..haha..hmms..today sch is HORRIBLE in short..the whole day i am so damn quiet for the first time for like the first 2 periods..dunno what is happenin to me..i was there thinkin abt sum stuff..hmms..den elit..aud had tis pissed off look once again..haha..so was there tryin to make her laugh or sumtin..den the debra suddenly become depress.haha..because of him once again..haha..so weird..hmms..den is chinese..was so damn pissed off with audrey n debra..they r like..HAIIS..but they manage to make me laugh until i beng..haha..hmms..den is pw..sians..english is the worst period today..change places n i am stuck with HIM n kayat..tis is my fate bah..at least not the other person..hmms..den after eng..he pissed me off..ass la..what is the problem with him..i guess is my fault la?i guess all tis is what i get for being like tt..tis is the dunno how many ppl say le..u call me short i still wun be angry..bt what u call me is unacceptable..i am so gonna ignore him for my entire days in ahs i guess..unless my mood change for the better..haha..hmms..den after sch..went to sci remedial..haha..before tt went to eat..haha..so funny..was sprayin laksa soup..LOLS..haha..serve tt person rite.=p..haha..den went up to get bags..den was sprayed with water cooler water..haha..so funny..hmms..so tis is the only thing tt cheer me up bah..haha..den sci remedial so funny..haha..after tt went to miss lee math remedial for sec1..haha..i am so pissed with one of the girl there..was like askin us to shut up..n like u know she is like mei da mei xiao..haha..den after sec1s left we talked to miss lee..haha..found out she is a not bad teacher bah.better den chen lao lao..haha..ok la..shall stop here..

posted by Anonymous @ 5:51 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am back to update le..haha..hmms..today nothin much bahh..pe is slack..homec mdm teo so funny..haha..fold skirt because wan to show off the underwear??LOLS..was laughin there.haha..den ankle socks is for poor ppl?haha..so weird..den is sci..sia bee hoon didnt come..so aud ask me to go look for her with her..haha..so i am nice so follow her lor..haha..den is elit..do drama..den chinese..kanna scolded by chen lao lao..haha..is call jia chang bian fan..LOLS..den assembly..SIANS..is like i am gonna slp any moment..den went to tm with deb..lookin present for him..called him ask what he wants.say want her..as if i can give her like tt..dorts..den dunno what to buy so heck..buy anythin..lols..take neo with deb..so funny..we dunno what to pose..LOLS..so was like laughin there..haha..den went home..slack..watch mvp valentine..fall in love with the show le..haha..tts all bahs.=)3 more days=))

posted by Anonymous @ 6:15 AM 0 Comments

i am back!!lols..today eng was the first period is sian as usual..hmms..den i think is ermm..elit..went to towerhall..was veri pissed there..is like we dun like the script den tell marcus..den he den started to be ap..went out of the towerhall sat outside..is like.what de..is like we tell him the script is crap also dun need to like so pissed until like tt rite?hmms..guess tt is him bahs..den after tt recess..haha..so funny..belle they all sat on the same table as a bb the guy..den deb was like face all red den was like laughin?haha..she is a hua chi girl le..haha..den is science..is like the lesson is so damn biantai..was there laughin like siao..den yiyang was there talkin biantai stuff..haha..den after tt is math..hah..den deb had to swop bk with fanghui..den i didnt bring tb so sat nxt to deb..haha..hmms..den i start sayin tt all the guys shuld hav an lian sumone before den i ask yiyang..den he say no..i was shocked diao..where gt possible la..haha..so was pesterin him..lols..den is recess..stayed bk in class..slack..den go com lab for chinese..was there freakin pissed over somethin..bt nw i den know is a misunderstandin..paisehh..den is ers..acc..den slack the whole period..den went home..watch love contract!!at last i watch finish le..congrats to me!!=)hmms..den ate dinner.now so damn sianss..save me frm boredom!!!=))4more days=))

posted by Anonymous @ 4:07 AM 0 Comments

heyys..haha...change back to normal size once again..lazy..haha..hmms..today sch is nothin much just freakin pissed by nckoh..make me lose a period of elit=((haha..hmms..den sci was EARLY LEHS!!!first time..haha..hmms..den staybk..was with the vagdaks..felt so extraded..shall nt let it happen again.haha..hmms..den go home..start to pia love contract..LOLS..den go see doc..haha..hmms..den watch love contract again..haha..so nicee..i just want to let u know doesnt mean tt u say hi means i need to reply..it is all depends on my mood..stop going ard sayin i dun like u or wad just admit tt u r scared.=(haha..ok..now i am so tired..gonna slp soon..haha..i am so tired tis few days..haha..was pisssed by sumone today..haha..=))5 more days=))

posted by Anonymous @ 6:16 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am bk to update..haha..today was studyin the whole day on yan yu..BUT nw is still cant remember a single thing..shIT..i am so dead..i guess i am still gonna burn midnite oil for it..chinese must passs!!!!i want to see laolao fainted..haha..hmms..was slackin the whole day too...haha..watch love contract..sum part is boring sum part is nice..the main actor was ahmeng lehs..den main actress was the xiangqin..haha..xiangqin is so chio in this show..haha..hmms..den ate beehoon for breakfast,lunch n dinner..haha..bt i still wan to eat summore..it is so nice..yesterday leftovers..haha..hmms..den today ate longan..so funny..i peelin the skin la..den suddenly the juice shoot on to my face..den my face is all longan juice..LOLS..haha..i am a lousy peeler..haha..hmms..den nothin much happen today..deb didnt go online the whole day!!!=(haha..because i was online the whole day n she is nt..haha..so sad..no one to chat with..lols.hmms..nothin le bahs.anywais ppl..cheer up.study hard.jiayous for tmr chinese test.make laolao faint k?haha..five more days=))

posted by Anonymous @ 5:21 AM 0 Comments

heyy..haha..me back to update..haha..hmms..today nothin much bahs..just went to doc..den go my third aunt house warming..den bbq..haha..so happy there..gt the round round thing like vivian hse dere..so nice..so was spinnin there..den climb up to the top of the so called rock climbing..den saw stars..den see them bbqing..was kinda thinkin up there...lookin at stars..didnt know there is so many stars in the sky..so nicee..hmms..den played with my 2 baby cousins..hmms..den ate agar agar..was eatin a whole plate..haha..me going to become a pig soon..lols..haha..maybe i am one nw..lols..hmms..love tis song in my blog..haha..so nice=))lols..i am so nt gonna change the song untill 2007..haha..so u all have to bear with it..LOLS..hmms..nothin much today bahs..was slackin pratically the whole day..gonna start studyin chinese when i wake up tmr.i am so gonna passs the chinese test n make laolao shocked like siao..shiyun tong xue ji ge!!!yayyy!!!haha...so i shall study like siao tmr..my mum say tt we r not going out tmr..so can study the whole day..den pia all the mindmaps tmr..haha..i am so gonna make my nice cousin owe me a favor=)))haha..six more days=))))

posted by Anonymous @ 7:33 AM 0 Comments

heys..realised something..i am gettin sadder each day..maybe is because of her bahs..i am ren-ing here.haha..hmms..realised tt i am also changin like siao..i am no longer the smile all day girl le..i am rather the girl who is alwys daydreamin in sch bahs..nw whenever is rainin days i will tend to look out the window n stare at it..i feel like cryin always when it is rainin..it feels like the sky is cryin for me bahs..cryin is the best thing tt can show how miserable in life..i cried for the slightest thing..haiis..i doubt u all seen me cry before bahs..dun wish to cry when there is ppl ard..haiis..life sucks..i want the sun to come out n cheer me up..i want my life to be better..i want it to let me live happily...i want my mind to feel with happy stuff rather den sad..i want it to be perfectly happy ..i dun want it to be sadd...hmms..miserable life i had..wish there is someone out there who understand what i am feelin rite at this moment..i want my memories to be happy..i dun wan it to be sad..i am much happier when i was p6..life at tt point of time is happy..nice..fun..rather den sad..betrayal of friends..backstabbing..hypo..tis is the life tt i am living rite at tis moment..i may look happy bt inside i am miserable..))=

posted by Anonymous @ 6:07 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am back..just felt pissed with myself..cant stand myself any longer..i am hai ren jing..crapps.i wish i can just gone la..what the ..haiis..i guess is my fault once again to hai their gan qing become bad again..i guess he is angry with me bt jsut dun want to say it to hurt my feelings..felt so bad..wish i can dont go sch tmr..so i dun have to face them.i wan to disappear..i wan to change the whole situation tt happen..life is always like tt.as each day goes by..my life is gettin worse..is nvr gettin better..i wish i can just study the whole day n ignore what others think abt me..isnt it a perfect thing to do?i guess so..i am so damn smart..yayys..sians..everyday see my life is so miserable makes me cant concentrate in sch..make me kanna scolded my teachers n parents..parents r disappointed in me.my results r droppin like siao..i hate it..i hate my life..i hate myself..I WANT TO DISAPPEAR!!!!!))))))=

posted by Anonymous @ 4:53 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am not a regular blogger le..)=haha...hmms..yesterday was kinda nice day overall..except tt i failed homec))=..dead..shit..haiis..bt nvm..i shall jiayous..gonna get all Bs..my cousin who is canada encourage me..so nice of him((=like him alot alot..he rawks my life..he is going to owe me a favor..wees~i know u all r jealous..hees..hmms..den ermss..today i pissed off quite alot of ppl..i shall change my attiude le..i so goonna pia in all my work n study!!!gd luck to me k?haha..hmms...den ermms..today so funny..the guys in the class was like puttin rocks in jz bag..so niceee..i am so happy..haha..den see his pissed of look..yayyyyy...((=haha..hmms..den slack in class bahs..hmms..








just cant stand her sooner or later..she better stop bothering me..i tell u ok..stop all tis...haiis..guess i am becoming more miserable each day bahs..sad..hate it..is our friendship dun even worth anything??i guess it is to u bahs..i dun wan to hurt u..so stop hurtin me ok..i am giving u a last chance..haiis..)=







ok la..stop writin le..zhish rawks my life..i am so gonna save money to buy er zuo ju zhi wen le..$50..haiis..wish me loads of luck!!!((=

posted by Anonymous @ 11:43 PM 0 Comments

heeyy..i am bk to update..haha..2 days in a row didnt update..haha..me lazy..hees..hmms..ok..lets start from monday bah..haha..hmms...first day of sch,first common test..thought i die le..bt i guess i may still manage to pass??haha..hmms..gt scolded by miss sia for being late for 20mins..hmms..guess we r realy mean..paisehh...hmms..den today..was scolded by chen lao lao n miss lee..i guess is me zi zao de bah..haha..keep on talkin..bt chen lao lao is like she suddenly scold everyone la..i guess she cant stand it anymore...haha...hmms..den waited for mum for 25mins...pro rite..i am dere walkin ard the sch..haha..so cham..den raining..hms..today nothin much to say..tmr change seats le..hopefully i will be far far away frm HER...gd luck to me!!!(=haha..thats all..=))

posted by Anonymous @ 6:17 AM 0 Comments

heyys..haha..i am too sians..so decided to post twice today..haha..so hardworkin right?i know..lols..haha..went to taka.haha..to eat lunch.ate korean food..YUMMY..it rawks..haha..walk walk ard taka..den went home to slack..went to cousin hse..her birthday ..hhaha...five years old birthday..haha..so young..lols..hmms...den play with my baby cousin..so cute la he..haha..he rawk my life...see him den my mood so damn happy..haha..den went home..all my aunts n uncles frm my dad side came once again to visit my grandma..haha..hmms..den used com..done elit le..left findin pic..haha..at last!!!wees~haha..while lookin at people blogs i noticed tt alot of ppl is rather depress..haha..including me..haha..is tis call life?haha..interestin..haha..now me so energetic..haha...slpt alot today..came home den slp.den i go cousin hse..i am a pig le..oh no..haha..hmms..now slackin the nite..haha..havent bathe yet..pro-ed rite..i know..den anywais..stupid debra peh qinrong go make me jealous by sayin she gt the yangchenglin new cd le..crappish la..haiis..want to get it..so gonna beg mum to buy it for me!!wish me luck k?haha..hmms..didnt know deb is so brave.haha..if i was her, i dun dare to do tt..haha..so three cheers for deb ehs.haha..n deb is mean n evil n so not chio..wees~haha..me evil i know..lols..hmms..








just want to tell you people to cheer up ehs..haha..ur life is not worse denn mine rite..haha..so cheer up=))dun so sad..haha..hmms..=))lols...ah ya..shall stop here le=)))

posted by Anonymous @ 7:11 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am back with small small font once again..love tis small small font alot alot..haha..hmms..woke up so damn early today..tis wk none of the day i slp until 12 la..so my hrs of slp is so little..hmms..went to see doctor again..haha..crack my bones again..ate yakun..YUMS.i know u people r jealous i get to eat yakun..LOLS...hmms..came home..start slackin again..dun plan to do finish any hw..haha..dunno how to do alot of math questions..where is debra peh when i need her to teach me..LOL..hmms..






realised something..u cant judge ppl by appearance..i guess i am right frm the beginning..i knew i shouldnt trust u..should have put my trust in other ppl instead of u.waste my trust..waste my patient..craps..learnt important lesson frm tis..even if tt person treat u very nice,doesnt mean tt the person likes u..tt person treat u nice is just to savehim/her frm being despised.bt i think by doing tis,makes more ppl hate u instead if liking u..hypocrite.i prefer her more than u.hu cares if u r so called popular in the class..i just write what i feel.i cant say it into ur face.if nt i dunno how to face u in class..i dunno how to tell ppl what really happen between both of us.maybe if i say it to ur face u will go ard sayin i am a huge idiot who dun care abt ur feelings..what abt u?did u ever care abt my feelings??i am a human for god sake.i am nt a person with no heart.i can feel.i can see.i can hear.doubt anyone understands my feelings right now at tis moment.i felt like disappearing frm tis pathetic life of mine.with full of hypocrites.i want to hurry leave tis place.i want to go canada NOW.i can stand it anymore.i will break dwn any moment.i want to escape.i want to run.i want to die.i cant stand tis feeling.i hate it.why cant u just go away.leave me alone.i am a person who is miserable le.so just leave me ALONE.hate u.hate me.hate my life.is that what u want?i bet so.i am so gonna be gone soon..just ren wo in like less den 3 mths den i am gone frm ur world.i can do anything.just dun do tis again to my friends.if i know u did it again.i will make sure u wish u didnt do it.u will want to disappear frm tis world.i make sure the world will know hu u really are.=(

posted by Anonymous @ 7:12 PM 0 Comments

heyys..love small small font..haha..hmms..today is a tiring day..went to PP to see the doctor once again..den crack my bones..haha..den watch my little brother cut hair..haha..hmms..den went to buy groceries..haha..den saw the er zuo ju zhi wen..is like $50??haiis..doubt i will ever get it le..=(hmms..den after that rush home den make the sandwiches..den went to sch..hmms..den sec 1 at last not recruit le..yay!!haha.hmms..lynn so cute..march at first is same hand same leg..bt later she changed..haha..=))hmms..den eat!!!was stuffin lynn with food..see she so thin..hmms..den she eat alot of my jelly=))wees~haha..hmms..den dismissed..sang birthday song for eunice ma'am..den wait for chaijia to sing birthday song for cheryl ma'am..hmms..den went to eat ice kachang!!!YUMMY!!love it alot alot..haha..hmms..den talk crapp with huikian and chaijia..hmms..den walk up the changcheng alone since my mum fetch me frm sch..haha..so LONELY!!haha..hmms..den went home..slack..done like 8 questions for math only so far..haha..the rest i decided to do on sunday..gonna start pia-ing hw le..haiis..sians..sch reopenin le..hw havent finish..DEAD.haha..hmms..nw deb cant go online..her cousin n ahma at her hse.sians..no one to talk to.=(hmms..nw i am so depress over some matters.haha..izzit because i am thinkin too much?life sucks.haiis..crappish life i had..haiis..2 more mths n i dun need to see ur stupid face le..a mask which i hate.i hate you.u suck.make my life so miserable.sucky life.=(

posted by Anonymous @ 4:53 AM 0 Comments

heyys...i am back to post..piano at 11.hmms..den crap with my piano teacher..she say erms.that if i go canada rite den what is the use of playin piano..she say if i wan i can stop piano..if i wan to continue den sms her..haiis..i wan to continue actually..i kinda miss her if i dun see her..life is like that?haha..hmms..den went to bedok mrt station..meet deb..was late..haha..nvm..she yesterday was like 10mins late..so today is even..haha..hmms..den went to mac n buy ice milo once again=)love it alot=)hmms..den went to ntuc..bot the jelly powder..den buy chips to prepare to go shiqi hse..hmms.den went to shiqi hse to do pw..hmms..so start doing..den did some thinkin today in her hse once again..i am a deep thinker bahs..nothin nothin den go to my thinkin world..hmms..den did jam with sq..den erms..pack up..den went to belle hse to collect deb waterbottle..hmms..den me n deb was kinda lost??haha..was walkin 1round ard shiqi hse..haha.hmms..den reach there le..saw aud n viv n belle busy doing pw..haha..hmms..den slack there..den went bk home..












life sucks.ihatemylife.whycantlifebehappyratherdensad?whycantiacceptthefactthatiamntimportantinthatpersoneyes.iamjustsomeonewhohecantalktowhenhemetwithproblemsotherdenifindinhimtosolvemyproblems.lifesuck.















hmms..shall stop here le..=)

posted by Anonymous @ 6:28 AM 0 Comments

heyys..me back to update..hmms..change bg le..haha..nice?haha..i know is simple..bt simple is the best k?haha..hmms..today went to belle hse to do project..haha..den i was slackin there la..haha..so paiseh..haha..hmms..den belle make me addicted to another drama show call e4 zuo4ju4zhi1wen3..is like so damn nice la..the guy is shuai ok.audrey yao n debra peh..he is so shuai..haha..more shuai den my ahmeng..hmms..bt he is a meaner..dunno if he gt change or nt..haha..so people..u know what to do..LOLS..i so wan to buy the dvd of it.hmms..shall beg my mum?haha..shall try my luck i guess..haha..hmms..den while belle,aud n deb was busy doing the shoe i was there watchin the show..hmms..kinda feel bad abt it that i am there slackin=(..shall pray hard they dun mind??hmms..tmr gonna go crys hse to do pw.dun feel like going..sians ok...nw so tired..hmms..haiis..life sucks nw la..so many hw..gonna start doing lit later at nite..hmms..nw is a slackin time for me bahs.dad came home le..he bot things for my little bro bt nothin for me..i guess he is kinda biased?hmms..dunno..just feel they dun really like my presence in the house..nothin nothin find bad points abt me n start scoldin..hmms..life in my house..so ppl dun jealous of me..i am living in a house of scoldin..hmms..haha..ok la..shall stop here le.=)

posted by Anonymous @ 3:37 AM 0 Comments

heyy..me back to update..haha..nw having loads of cramps..haha..after a nite..hmms..so weird..lols..deb return le!!!!at lasst..gt someone to talk to me at msn..haha..hmms..today woke up at 10+ due to someone come and see the house..haha..i know my house so nice den gt 1 couple keep on comin n see..lols..hmms..den after that was using computer..lookin at ppl blog..didnt chat with ANYONE..i am so pro-ed..haha..hmms..den went to watch the confession of teenage drama queen..hmms..den eat lunch..hmms..den went up to use com again..den went dwn to watch ice princess..LOLS..den my mum's friend the children came..den was talkin to melissa,one of them..hmms..den went to doctor again..den the doctor so cute..was like sayin chinese when he is a american..lols..den crack my bones..haha..as in gt the sound crack la..den i was laughin like siao..den the doc ask me why..den i say i also dunno..LOLS..i am crazy..haha..den went bk home..slack agin..hmms..den just now went to eat roti prata.yums..den gt the drink call milo dinosaur..yummy..haha..so drank the big cup of it..LOLS..haha..i am a greedy pig..=)hmms..den now stupid debra peh qin rong is tellin me scary stuff just like chai jia onsunday..scarin me..haiis..they r evil..hmms..friday ..guides..haha..kinda excited actually..seein the junior so called graduate..haha..hmms..ok la..shal stop here..so excited..gonna see belle,aud, deb tmr!!wees~=)

posted by Anonymous @ 6:20 AM 0 Comments

heyys..me back to post..hmms..today is a tiring day..woke at 6..haha..for orienteerin..hmms..den leave hse at 6.25..reach there at 6.40..haha..saw ncc fallin in..feelin so shuang-ed..see them sufferin early in the mornin..wees~hmms..den wait for 7..den fall in..bagguge inspection.confiscate money n hp..hmms..den erms..take boat to pulau ubin..den briefin again..den guided tour..TIRED IN SHORT..the ncc me n yukwan pair up is quite nice people..even though we didnt run they nvr give the pissed off look..so kinda think they r nice ppl..hmms..den lunch..so funny..a dog kept on comin towards sec2 guides..den so many ppl scared of it..lols..hmms..den rest for 1hr..real orienteerin again..congrats to me..in increasin the number of blisters..thnk u thnk u..hmms..den saw db 3 times n saw kerensa once..hmms..den was walkin the whole way..thnks yukwan for toloratin my slow-ness!!u rawk~=)hmms..den reached..was so glad it ended..hmms..den we passed!!wees~so happy..haha..hmms..den took boat bk to singapore..cheer for ncc plus teachers plus YAs ..hmms..kinda fun day actually..even though gt leg cramp n all..haha..den ate at tm..mac..haha..nice dinner=)den took mrt bk..wait for mum for half an hour..sians.hmms..did sum thinkin too=)realised is a waste of time thinkin bad things..haha..so tired now..yawns..good luck to deb who is still in pulau ubin!!!=))

posted by Anonymous @ 4:35 AM 0 Comments

heyys..tmr is orienteerin..shucks.so scared nw..scared i fail or i get lost in the forest..haha..hmms..i pissed my mum off by tellin her i need to go to the jetty at 7.she is lik sayin is nt compulsory what..den ur eyes zhong sick also must go mehs?haiis..i guess she is pissed of by the time plus the location of meetin bahs..hmms..but in the end she say if i want to go den go..guess she is really a great mum bahs..wei le wo er yao qi lai zao..haha..today woke up at 10+..haha..was like slackin at home the whole day..pack the bag for tmr pulau ubin..haha..kinda nervous..haha..erms..today went to uncle hse once again..ate there..den my baby cousin cut until bald..LOLS..so cute la he..haha..=)love him alot..so cute..haha..hmms..den play with my baby cousins..18 march is my little cousin birthday..haha..5 yrs old..so fast..hmms..den erms..nothin much bahs..shall stop here.=)

posted by Anonymous @ 4:32 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am back to update.=)i am a good girl..LOLS..hmms..today woke at 9+ just to see the doctor once again..haha..hmms..den the doc is a american..den he is so funny..he talk chinese is like so weird..haha...i like him(=he is a nice doc..haha..hmms..den nothin much bahs..bot 8 days again..haha..hmms..2 more days..to orienteerin..dreadin the day to come..haiis..sians la..bt shall endure!!wees~hmms..oh ya..u know the doc was lik sayin if the pe is too vigorous den i dun need to do it..haha.wees~r u jealous?lols...haha..den guides also..=(..hmms.shall pray hard the i still can go for guides..haha.last few mths in it lehs..haha..so must endure..haha..ok la..shall stop here..(=

posted by Anonymous @ 6:54 AM 0 Comments

i just realised something.


i am just someone who is a subsitute of someone.


i am just a stupid jiu shen quan of someone.



it is the second time it ever happen to me.



am i a nice jiu shen quan?


or i am just someone to replace someone in your heart.



i cant stand it any longer.



how come i just cant find someone who treat me in a way that i am nt just a jiu shen quan?



first time was when he cant find anyone else to talk abt what was he thinkin..den he talk to me..den after that.he found someone else..he den started dao-ing me..




second time was i sorta help him a favor..den he dao me.




i am such a freak.i just cant somehow understand why this is happenin to me.am i a nice jiu shen quan rather den a friend to them?life is such crap to me..i just dun understand what are they thinking.i am just some sort of toy to them rather den a friend.they wan ni le jiu zao xin de.they dun bother to treasure this stupid friendship.only i am the dumb one who believe that they treat me as a friend.=(life sucks.

posted by Anonymous @ 4:32 AM 0 Comments

heyys..

i am back to update..hmms..today last day of sch..nxt wk hols le..not excited abt it..imagine the work we r given plus the projects plus gt orienteering in pulau ubin..SIANS..what kind of holiday is that?homework wk?sians la..crapp hols tis yr..hmms..today durin sch nothin much happen today..den gt bk my result slip..guess what..overall i didnt fail my chinese=)was like so happy..haha..bt den the overall percentage sucks..since all the sub pass at the border line..SIANS..bt lit i gt a2..so didnt let mrs ganesan sad..haha..hmms..den sel is nice=)watch the terminal..the show is VERY VERY NICE!!!so people go buy it or borrow it..LOLS..it rawk my life.haha..hmms..den today after sch gt the ptc[parents teacher conference]..den my mum want to go.dad went to business trip so only my mum went..hms..waited for her lik 3hrs?bt nvm..after sch was chattin with josephine,chaijia,claudia,lavinia liang and jinmeng..haha..quite a nice chat..hmms..den my mum came..den miss lee is nice..didnt say any bad comments abt me..haha..so kinda grateful to her..=)hmms..den go home eat PIZZA..jealous?haha..



















tmr i going to another doc appointment..sians..saw so many doctor tis wk=(sians la..den sum say wear the plastic thing sum say go to do the exercise thing..so my mum wan to see which is a better option so went to look for another doc..haiis..life is miserable for me=(what can i do?kill myself?i will be so stupid to do it=)haha..hmms..shall stop here..people jiayous for hw?smiles=)byes=)

posted by Anonymous @ 1:28 AM 0 Comments

wees~heys..me is in a VERY THE GOOD MOOD!!haha..after sch la..LOLS..





during the mornin devotion i was scolded for puttin the sci notes on my lap..as in rite..i dun have the mood to study..bt just bring the notes for the sake of bringing..den was kanna scolded by cai lao lao..horrible freak la..stupid cai lao lao..




then the rest of the sch time i was in a veri bad mood/sad mood..i was like doing alot of thinkin today...den i started to write things that was discribin my feelings on kayat' s table,marcus' table n mine..haiis..so i was lik so depress n pissed..is like horrible la..so i am sorry marcus n kayat for sot of vandalisin u all table=(..crap day today at first...then durin lessons i was nt payin attention..then today sci test is confirm fail de..sad.nvr study..haha..me slack like siao..haiis..hmms...doubt anyone understand my current situation..sians..life is so conplicated..









ok..now is the happy part of the day..haha..i went to see a doctor today once again for my backbone..LOLS..then the doctor was sayin that my neck is alittle wai..den say that need 6 mths for at least 10degrees less..the max is 20 degrees..bt gt ppl 6mths 40 degrees less..so i am so gonna be the 40 degrees ppl..LOLS.then the doc was sayin rite..the plastic thing is actually USELESS!!!den since i bot it le so gonna wear it only when doing hw..haha..so me so happy nw=)..haha...











hmms..ok la..shall stop here..today post is COLOURFUL=)today is a good day for him too=)clear up all the misunderstandin going between him n her=)..feelin happy for him=)ok la..byes=)nites=)smiles=)

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posted by Anonymous @ 2:15 AM 0 Comments

heyys..today me update so late..haha..after school attended a seminar.haha..talkin about backbone that curves..haha..quite interestin..haha..was kinda shocked by the things the doctor says..haha..abt sugery gt alot of bad points...hmms..learn a important lesson today.hmms..haha..after that went to eat ding tai feng..haha..yums..lols..haha..hmms..today shall update short short..lols..anywais..life sucks when u know ur friend bsckstab u BUT den rite..u must think of the positive side..at least u see the true colours of that person..so debra dun so stress up..haha..




hmms..tmr gt guides..briefin abt the orienteerin!!!wow..stress!!!haha..ok..shall stop here le..haha..byes..nitse=))

posted by Anonymous @ 7:31 AM 0 Comments

heyys..me here to update once again..hmms..today is a slacking day..haha..miss sia once again didnt come..wees~haha..den art gt one chio teacher teach us call miss clare..she is a eurasian..cool..haha..hmms..











then today after sch went to the tan tock seng hospital..haha..to make the plastic thing..haha..hmms..den the doctor is a chio one too..and somemore is a eurasian too..haha..hmms..den the doc say i need to wear it for 22HOURS!!haiis..den say onli pe n cca take out..sianded la..dun even wish to wear it..haiis.hmms..den 3 wks later den come n collect it..haiis..sians!!!cant stand my life..why cant i be lik normal people..hmms..my fate?haha..nothin can come to a conclusion that my life rawk..haiis..crappish life..shall nt think so much..haha..







hmms..shall stop here le..=)nites=)smiles=))

posted by Anonymous @ 6:39 AM 0 Comments

heyys..i am back updatin..haha..hmms..tmr gt doc appointment for backbone once again..haiis..gonna make the plastic thing or get it tmr..haiis...how i wish time will stop at this moment..so tmr will nvr come..haha.hms..



today woke up chao late..haha..ate lunch..it was yummy..=)haha..den went for tution..haha..the factorisation i finally get it!!yays!!!hmms..den slack for the rest of the day..haha...me is a huge slacker..haha..now is going to 11 le..still nt tired..haha..so gonna slack..lolls..hmms..







someone spam 2h blog ONCE again..freak la..hais..destroy 2e's name..suai-ed..hmms..1 more wk to pular ubin orienteerin..so scary..haha..bt is gonna be fun i guess..with guides!!!wees~deb reminded me something...this comin week we are gettin alot of papers back..SIANS..i am so dead la..prayin hard i dun fail anythin..den elit at a2..haha..dun let mrs ganesan shi wang!!!haha..hmms..sians..sians..sians..realised somethin...life is gettin better if u think positively..haha..i am so smart out of the sudden..yeahs!!!haha...tmr go sch once again..haha..ok la..shall stop crappin..





























nites=)























































smiles=)

posted by Anonymous @ 6:55 AM 0 Comments

heyys..me back frm campfire..haha..hmm..it is kinda sians at the middle part..haha..at first rite..we thought is lik outdoor..den gt fire..haha..bt in the end is lik in a lecture hall??crap la..haha..so chaijia is lik freezin..den she hold my hand to get heat from me..so bad..make me so cold..haha..den fangying started to gone crazy..haha..she is like startin to sing the song chaoo loud..den lik she laugh n laugh.den we all strted to laugh..haha..so it is lik the in frnt of us the scouts r lik starin at us..haha..den the scouts ask what sch r we frm..den peiqi n fangying say rgs..den the scouts really went to believe us..haha..den they started to say the bomb cheer..den they bomb rgs..LOLS..den we started to say we r frm ahs..den the scouts malu..haha.so we there laughin n laughin..haha..den the show started..hmm...den the ma'ams danced..hmms..den nothin much..den we won the best item..haha..wees~lols..haha..den after everythin went to eat mac..hmms..den nothin much le..lols..
















hmms..elit dun need to study..wees~slackin thru the weekends..yeah!!!people who didnt take elit r u jealous??LOLS..hmms..so many hw tis wkend...bt hu cares..nt gonna do..the due date is lik tues?haha..gonna pia on mon..me is so smart..haha..chai jia is crazy..she started to do hw in the afternoon..hardworkin kia..LOLS..hmms..gonna do homec tmr..haha..paiseh deb..make u do almost all=(haha..forgive me?haha..hmms..nothin much le bahs..haha..nites..



















smiles=)cheer up people..dun so sad..=)

posted by Anonymous @ 7:42 AM 0 Comments

heyys..me back frm campfire..haha..hmm..it is kinda sians at the middle part..haha..at first rite..we thought is lik outdoor..den gt fire..haha..bt in the end is lik in a lecture hall??crap la..haha..so chaijia is lik freezin..den she hold my hand to get heat from me..so bad..make me so cold..haha..den fangying started to gone crazy..haha..she is like startin to sing the song chaoo loud..den lik she laugh n laugh.den we all strted to laugh..haha..so it is lik the in frnt of us the scouts r lik starin at us..haha..den the scouts ask what sch r we frm..den peiqi n fangying say rgs..den the scouts really went to believe us..haha..den they started to say the bomb cheer..den they bomb rgs..LOLS..den we started to say we r frm ahs..den the scouts malu..haha.so we there laughin n laughin..haha..den the show started..hmm...den the ma'ams danced..hmms..den nothin much..den we won the best item..haha..wees~lols..haha..den after everythin went to eat mac..hmms..den nothin much le..lols..
















hmms..elit dun need to study..wees~slackin thru the weekends..yeah!!!people who didnt take elit r u jealous??LOLS..hmms..so many hw tis wkend...bt hu cares..nt gonna do..the due date is lik tues?haha..gonna pia on mon..me is so smart..haha..chai jia is crazy..she started to do hw in the afternoon..hardworkin kia..LOLS..hmms..gonna do homec tmr..haha..paiseh deb..make u do almost all=(haha..forgive me?haha..hmms..nothin much le bahs..haha..nites..



















smiles=)cheer up people..dun so sad..=)

posted by Anonymous @ 7:42 AM 0 Comments

heyys..me back to update..today is like i woke up at 4 by my dad..he la..he cant sleep den use the laptop n use it outside my room la..den he is those type dat on loud loud volume so is like i was chao xing by him..n slpt at 12 going 1 lors..haha..bt hu cares..haha..so i woke up n slp again..haha..den go sch..hmms..me nice..donated sum husks to chai jia..thnk u thnk u..haha..hmms..den today me quite moody..kanna scolded by miss lee..because durin mornin devotion me talk to much=p..paiseh..is lik miss sia durin assembly always talk den how cum i cant talk huh?crapper..so my mood is destroyed by MISS LEE YILIAN..horrible..hmms..den is ermms..chinese..haha..quite ok la..since we can slack..haha..den on music..haha..nicee..=))..haha..hmms..den is ermms..recess..den recess normally my mood will be better BUT it is worser..haha..so was lik so quiet..haha..hmms..den is sci..BEST LESSON SO FAR on that day..u know why??because we started CHAPTER 6..wees~haha..so funny..josephine was lik never sleep..den ask the class to quiet den miss sia is kinda shocked..haha.after that is elit..hmms..den eng..sians la..is lik mrs koh is boring..she teach is lik stuff den most likely wun cum out of the test lik what simple past tense n blar blar blar..haha..
















den is GUIDES!!!!!wees!~haha..FUN FUN FUN!!!haha..at first is borin because we r made to fold our sch uni den clean the classroom..so is kinda sians..den after that is go by ingredients for outdoor cookin!!haha..so was lik runnin n runnin..den yvett is so nicee..her leg is lik sprain dao den she still run run run..pro-ed..like her aload..so enthu..haha..lynn also..haha..so glad to have them as my juniors!=D.den is like start fire..we combine with ixora..den is lik we dig the hole not deep enough so in the end xinzi help us..so nice..haha..den huixian help us to light the fire=))such great seniors guides have..haha..den we started to cook..haha..so fun!!!haha..so cook cook cook..haha..den eat eeat eat..haha..den u know what..shiqi's shoes below was burnt!!haha..lolls..she la..so careless..haha..den my skkirt gt burn dao also..lols..hmms..after that is clean up the place..hmms..nothin much la..haha..












































TOMORROW IS CAMPFIRE~WEES~love it man..at last..waited so longggggggggggggg..haha..alot of sec2s are going..wees~haha..chaijia is going!~haha..so happy..lols..the person never zhong campfire..wees~haha..so many good things happen today..haha..bt den...






we are gonna change seats once again..SIANS LA...thanks to huikian n christina..haiis..sad..sad..ok la..shall stop here..



























=))smiles!!!





















nites..=D

posted by Anonymous @ 6:13 AM 0 Comments

heys..me decided to post somemore..haha..just woke up frm my nap=)lolls..to tired le..haha..hmms..just read a few people blog ...den was kinda upset abt someone sayin mrs chong is not a good teacher..if mrs chong is nt a good teacher den what abt mrs nc koh?is she good?did she bother to go tell us the order of the ws?she gets angry SO easily..just by askin a question again??haiis..sians!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heard kayat was caught by the security guard for tuckin out shirt..LOLS..he so suai-ed..lolls..i tuck out he never caught me..haha..maybe he see kayat bu shuang..haha..hmms..ate fei fei wan tan mian for lunch today..so niceeeee=D..u people jealous???haha...me evils..yeah!haha...today is a sians day..oh ya..today yiyang is so qian bian..he started to say pervertic stuff for example..i ask him the attempt 2 do in where den he say boobs...haha..so for that he owe me 1 slap..den he call me tiny den for that he owe me 2 slaps..somewhere this wk he owe me another slap..wow..in total he owe me 3..haha..i already give him 1 slap..still gt 2 more to go..haha..audrey was runnin round the classroom tryin her best to go slap him..BUT stil cant slap him..nvm shall return him tmr..haha..sians..life sucks la..gt sucky teacher..kanna dao-ed by miss sia 3times..crap la..den suai suai kanna scolded by chen lao lao..den ask a question mrs koh pissed off..crap day.crap day..crap day..cant wait for tmr!!!guides!!!OUTDOOR COOKIN!!!!!!wees~haha..den sat also..CAMPFIRE!!!wees~hahaha..smiles people=)

posted by Anonymous @ 4:11 AM 0 Comments

heys..i am back to update.haha..me is a good girl..lols..wanna reach 200 post ..lols..hmms..today nothin much happen bah..art is just slackin..haha..so audrey test me chinese..haha..thanks=)den after that is erms chinese test..is lik onli 45mins?crap la..not enough time!!!haiis..so i guess i am gonna fail it once again..=(hmms..while collectin the paper..i just check the ans with audrey den chen lao lao started to scream againn..crapp...den my mood is veri horrible..haha..den hmms..durin eng lesson,aud is lik so tired den nvr talk to me..so i ended up talkin to myself=Dhaha..i am gona go crazy.lols..den nothin much bah..haha..thats all=)smiles=)

posted by Anonymous @ 10:55 PM 0 Comments

heyys..me back to update just for deb..so deb must appreciate ok..haha.hmms..today me is still a little sian sian..haha..nothin seems to be able to cheer me up except seeing my friends smiling n laughin=)hmms..so people..smile=))haha..








hmms..realised someone spam 2h blog again usin shiqi name..haiis..evils...hmms..just wish that person will stop doing that..that person is creatin troubles for our class..haiis..craps la..shall pray hard that everythin will be ok..so just wait patiently for that person to realise how he/she is a sucker by usin shiqi name to tag..crapper..










haha..hmms..today i kanna a LECTURE by MS PAT WONG!!!!!!!!for what?for turnin my head lookin at gerald n yiyang being lame with each other..and for whisperin to audrey..THANK YOU MS WONG!!!!YOU MAKE MY DAY SO NICE!!!!craps..i wan mr ben tan!!!miss his lame jokes!!!n his red nose!!!haha..hmms..today miss lee didnt come to school again..what happen to her?is she sick or what?hmms..there is a rumour going round my class sayin miss sia is pregnant?hmms..dunno whether true or nt..so just pray hard is true ok..so my class will hve a relief teacher for scI!!!haha..me is a nice nice girl..haha..hmms..today homec we bake pizzas..yums!!!den is lik i hai xinghua kanna scolded because me ask her to help me..paisehs..haha..bt nvm i make up by doing ALL the washin today..haha..den theory lesson..josephine started to draw draw draw..hmms..i guess she is really too sians le..hmms...den hmms..today really nothin much happen.haha..




then assembly..me so sians so decided to call people..haha..to wake them up frm their beauty sleep..first is audrey yaoyao..haha..den nxt is kayat den is vivian..vivian started to go crazy..she started to call me too..den sms me n deb n call deb..haha..hmms..den after that went to eat in canteen..haha..den my mum tell me that i need to either take a bus or taxi home..of course i choose taxi la..haha..smart me!!!yeah!!=p..den reach home on the com.n started to slack..haha..till now me havent started studyin for chinese..guess gonna burn midnite oil AGAIN!!!haha..hmms..by the way now already 8.32pm..haha..sads for me..LoL..den today dwnloaded the msn plus..so COOL!!people go dwnload it ok?haha..it is so fun!!haha..den was playin with it with deb..lols..so is kinda lame la..haha..


































hmms..cant wait for SATURDAY!!!CAMPFIRE!!!WEES~haha...me so excited!!!haha..the first campfire of the yr!!!haha..






















life is always miserable when there is someone making life difficult for you..=(so people treasure what you got now before losing it..trust me..i gone through it before..




























haha..ok la..shall stop here le..cant wait for the class blog!!!wees~and the class tee~haha..smies=)nites=)happy studyin=)dun slack like me=)

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