Monday, January 30, 2006

cny

heyy..change blogskin le..haha..cant stand the other one le..lolls..haha..broke my promise..lolls...suppose to change on my birthday in the end never..paiseh..lolls..anywais..tis new one looks more simple then all the other skins i change before..haha..dun really wan to change anymore skin bah..haha..found loads of nice skins today..haha..plannin to change to another one ermm..on my birthday??lolls..ok la..haha...these few days is cny..so was lik going ppl hse to get loads of hongbao..haha..den my reunion dinner/lunch is lik gt 4 times..haha..the first time is on friday night..my big uncle treat us one..den gt abalone,sharkfin soup,duck[eww...],noodles and mango pudding..haha..cool isnt it??lolls..den the second time is on saturday afternoon..gt sharkfin soup,egg tarts,noodles,sea cucumber[dunno how to eat..],vegetables,fish and almond cream[my fav!!!]..haha...den ermm...satuday nite gt steamboat with my small uncle..haha..is lik the best meal so far..haha..den today is lik my dad's side reunion dinner/lunch..the whole day is lik drinkin fish maw soup..bt is lik so yummy..haha..is veri de nice ok..my third aunt make one..she pro-ed in cookin..lolls..den yesterday gt video conference with my older brother who is in canada currently..haha..then my stupid older brother say my hair cut sucks then say what i will never grow tall..so evil rite?haha..is like so long never quarrel with him then yesterday is lik the first quarrel of tis yr..haha..miss him loads actually..lolls..then today gt video conference with my godma who is in canada also..haha..hmms..actually rite..tis yr is like veri quiet..haha..without my older brother there naggin at me..haha..ok la..shall stop here..haha..smiles..happy gamblin people!!!byes..nites.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

confused..

heyy..me back to update again..haiis..these few days i am thinkin loads of stuff..i am thinkin that why people can change frm gd to bad..is like 1 minute the person is gd the nxt he/she is nt..haiis..having brain damage here ppl!!!save me..haiis..


summore tis few days i am daydreaming in class..wad is happening to me!!!!loads of problems just came out frm no where makin me confused..why cant be life be simple nt complicated...izzit because tis is life??haiis..cant stand it any longer..how i wish i can turn back time until when we r lik sec 1 startin yr????haiis..nw life in sch is lik so peaceful?must be sort liao...nw the class is lik so quiet durin lessons??izzit we r becumin more guaii??haiis..just dun understand..

now lessons is so freakin boring n the teachers r those dunno how to teach type..wad de..tis yr is lik streaming???cant believe it...y dun they give gd teachers to us n those nt dat gd one just make them do sumthing..den hw is lik gettin thicker n thicker each day..FREAK!!!!am i going crazy??thinkin abt so many stufff lik is none of my business..how i wish life will be better..cant stand it any longer!!the only time dat i am free frm alll these problems is when i am daydreamin or slpin..in short life is horrible!!!


STRESS is the only word that can explain my situation..friends are the only one who r dere when i need dem.bt sumtimes dey cant always be dere for u..life is so horrible..why must i grow older???these few days i also been thinkin whether i should tell my parents abt me nt wantin to go canada to study..i just cant think life without my friends n makin new friends al over again when i just found great friends here..should i tell them??i want to stay here!!!i wan to be in ahs even though sumtimes it sucks..haiis..dunno how am i going to tell them abt it..imagine wad is their reactionWHAT???r u crazy??"dats wad i think...dunno la...shall tell them when is my birthday..


time is passin so fast these days..it is since 2 wks ago i came back from canada..haiis..how i wish there is a person who noes when i need him/her to be there for me..izzit too unreasonable???why am i thinkin so much these days??today i was lik no mood after second recess..when i was walkin back to class my mind is lik blank suddenly..i lik dun want to talk to anyone at dat moment..i just want time to stop there where my troubles r all gone..haiiis..shall stop thinkin abt it anymore..after typin it out i feel MUCH better than just nw=]]i am just glad dat i gt friends out there hu r dere for me=]]smiles.



Wednesday, January 18, 2006

school..yawns~

heyyy..haha..me back to update..loll..hmms..sch reopen is lik so stressed..nw i know why debra is so stressed..haha..lolls..is lik everyday must have hw??wad de..then the teachers teach is lik i dun understand..den must ask loads of ppl to understand the lessons..dunno how the last yr sec2s survive one..loll..must clap for them..haha..ok la..den the sci teacher which is my guides teacher??then she teach is lik i dun understand a single thing..then i was lik blur blur..haiis..den math teacher ok la..bt the lessons dat i miss rite den nw i so damn luan lik siao..haiis..den ask deb for hlp..deb is so kelian she is lik my tution teacher lik dat must ans loads of questions frm me..haha..she is nicee..haha..yeah!!!den the geography teacher is horrible..she didnt cum durin her period den kheng soon when to look for her bt she is nt dere den she is so selfish..she snatch english period lor..sayin wad is our fault or is the people never inform her..den wad abt the english teacher lor..haiis..the english teacher too kind liao la..haha..hmms..den today mdm teo didnt cum so 2 period we slack lik siao..haha..den talk talk talk..lolls..den i just realise dat ppl will change over time..haha..so i was glad abt dat fact..haha..ok la..den today went to eat pasta mania with crys n sq..den deb gt dance again..haiis..so she didnt go with us..so sad..loll..den tmr crys n sq gonna watch the xiao hai bu ben 2..haiis..jealous lik siao lor..tmr gt guides..haiis..bt lucky is just do banner if nt i beng..loll..den hmms.so in short sch is so stress lik siao..haiis..save me!!haha.ok la...shall stop here..byes..nites..smiles.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

back!!!=]]]]

YOOOO!!!me backkk!!haha..gt miss me or nt??haha..me nw jetlagginn..feelin so damn tired nw!!yawns~~haha..dunno how i am gonna survive in such warm weather..lolls..save me ppl!!haha..took a 16hrs long flight..isnt it NICE??haha..is a 12+pm flight canada time..den 10hrs flight to seoul..den stop over dere..den my grandma hurt her leg n had a operation last yr aug..so ke lian rite..den she walk slowly dwn the plane..den took a wheelchair..so my mum pei her go shop shop den my dad bring me n my younger brother to eat dere..our regular meal everytime we stop over dere..haha..den had to eat veri fast..haha..so cham rite?lolls..den rush n rush..den took a 6hrs flight bk to singapore..haha..den slp the whole journey..haha..den reach dere was lik waitin for my grandma wheelchair for so longggggggggggggggggggg...den like standin dere so long..haha..den i heard one of the staff sayiin dat dere is 12 ppl need the wheelchair..n den sum of dem can even walk faster den dem..dey r so mean..dey r old liao still der talkin craps..den i told my dad abt it den he say dat no choice la..haha..actually thinkin abt it pisses me off..haha..ok..shall write abt what i did last wk..haha..




monday-my older brother stay at the hostel in canada sch dere...den i watch the she diao ying xiong zhuan!!!it rawks!!haha..den at nite my parents ask me if i wan to visit my older brother..den i say i wan to see..lolls..is lik 6mths i nt gonna see him..haiis.den went dere den see his room.....den see his face..lolls...



tuesday-my parents book a resturant..den my cousins say it is the best chinese resturant dere..haha..den my parents book dere is for my older brother..haha..so kinda happy dat i am gonna see him again..haha..so was lik my cousin n him lik crappin dere..den ate nice food dere..den so funny..my older cousin was lik tryin to "steal" food frm my grandma..haha..den he keep on lik sayin"popo ni yao bu yao?"den naturally my grandma will give him..haha..den sent my older brother back to sch..



wednesday-went shoppin dere..dwn dere is lik 6pm the stores al close..haha..so must lik hurry shop..haha..den went to the biggest mart dere..haha..so huge!!!!!is lik can get lost dere..haha..sumore me so small..haha..den my dad get my older brother for dinner again..dat is the last time i gonna see him until 6mths later....den he lik still continue to bully my little brother durin dinner..haha..den sent him bk again...same routine i guess..haha..den slp chao late dat day..nxt day is the flight le.haha..


all the days r based on canada time..haha.



so this is how i survive dere..while u guys r studyin..jealous?haha..must be..lolls..feelin excited to go bk sch..havent bot the sch socks yet..haha..gonna buy it tis mon!!haha..tmr gonna go PP..cu my hair n buy my sch stuff...hahaha..






i miss my older brother alot..even though i was lik sayin i am so glad my older brother is nt cumin bk with us..imagine ur whole life livin with him den u nt gonna see him for half a yr..haha..gonna miss the days he play with me n bully me??haha...i also gonna miss my cousins dere..haha..dey rarely bully me..haha..always rang me one..haha..so nice rite?cant imagine 6mths later we will be neighbours..haha..cool rite?haha..imagine everyday goonna play big two..haha..i am a "professional gambler"..haha..







shall stop here liao..tis may be my longest post ehh??haha...smiles..nites..byes..