diana'

好想把一切归零。
总觉得人生是一个让人赎罪的机会。
一旦错过，便永远便成一个遗憾。

好想有一双翅膀，
自由自在地飞翔。
烦恼，痛苦，
让它们消失不见。

posted by Anonymous @ 5:22 PM 0 Comments

WTH.
Do you know in order for me to go back to Singapore for university I have to freaking take SATS. And apparently I have to obtain 2100 or higher. I am also supposed to have like 85% for EACH subject that I take. So I need an A for ENGLISH. FREAK. I am so not going to apply for NUS anymore. Getting an A in English is I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E. When I am still in AHS, I got like a C5 or at most a B4 for english, and to me, HWSS english standard is like higher. In Singapore, I just need to write good essays and know tons of different words I will do well in it. While here in Canada, I am suppose to act, do speeches, write essays, do group discussions, analyse poems, do plays, do questions on the short stories book and a novel. I hate Singapore education system. I will be back to Singapore after I graduate from University. There goes my dream to go back to Singapore after High school. There goes my Laksa, Fishball Noodles, Chicken Rice, Pepper Crab......

Blehs.
I hate thinking the fact that I am going to graduate next year in JUNE. I seriously cannot imagine myself attending lectures in University. I am like a little kid in a big world.

Oh, I decided to apply for McGill, UBC, SFU and maybe douglas college in case I flunk grade 12 courses. McGill and UBC I need an average while for SFU I need an average high B and 74% and above for english. I seriously hope I dont get a strict teacher. If not my dream to obtain a high B for english is crashed. Lols.

Jiayous to me when school reopens and jiayous to people who are mugging for MYE and olvls!(X

posted by Anonymous @ 4:40 PM 0 Comments

Freak. I need a book to read desperately. Asked my mum to bring me to Chapters but she totally ignore me. Sad. My stupid younger brother got like 10 books from this uncle we know here so he decided not to help me to persuade my mum to bring me to chapters. Shit la. )X

Tomorrow is MONDAY!!! Hahas. I want to watch woaiheisehui, kangxilaile and mofanbangbangtang. Hahas. 3 shows to watch, 3hours to kill. Lols. Planning to sleep till 12 tomorrow. I am going to have a movie marathon tomorrow. Hees.

BORED. I want to go out!!! I want to go shopping. Freak.

)X

posted by Anonymous @ 6:11 PM 0 Comments

Today is my official first day of holiday!!! Hahas. It seems like ages that I slept till 3pm. Hahas. Ever since my grandma came and visit us, I have been waking up at 8 to 8.30am every single day. Hahas. I guess my mum realised that I am not getting enough sleep since exams were like crammed up into one whole week. Hees.

Yesterday was yearbook signing. Its crowded and hot in the whole school building. Everyone was squeezing their way through hallways and classrooms. Its fun though seeing people doing random stuff and signing yearbooks. The funniest part of all is that NO ONE i know who takes math 12 with Mr Robinson, asked him to sign the yearbook. LOLS. I wanted to be the first one to ask him to sign but I decided that looking for Michelle is a better option. Lols. Mr Robinson must be so depressed. Hahas.

This coming September I am officially in the LAST year of high school!!! The saddest part of all is I have to start getting straight As for all my subjects to get into UBC science department. Planning to get into Health Science since Im interested in science stuff. OH, guess what, I am getting MR BALDUS again. Nice isn't it? NO! I am getting him like for three semester STRAIGHT already. Why the freaking school only have one Chemistry 12 teacher. Its so depressing. Though I agree he is a fantastic teacher, but he doesn't give As that easy and Im in desperate in need of As. Hahas. Sad la. Feel like knocking my head on the wall to forget the fact that I am getting him again. Blehhs.

I need a new cellphone!!!!! My phone is screwed already. I dropped like don't know how many times that the calculator, the timer and the alarm clock doesn't work properly anymore. Maybe I should use the money that I earned for getting As to buy a new phone. I am currently eyeing on the Nokia nseries. It looks so nice. Somehow to me. Hahas. I am also eyeing on the sony digital camera since like ages ago. Going to get them soon after finding how much both of them cost. Hees.

Oh, jiayous to people taking the olevels!!!! (X

cheerios.

posted by Anonymous @ 5:03 PM 0 Comments

Swearing is my new best friend to vent my anger.LOLS.
Felt super crappy about the fact that tests and finals all in one week.
I need to start to prepare for them, but apparently, diana is too lazy to do so.
BLEHS!!!!!!!
I need my volunteering hours!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!
I hate the whole blood system.
They should change it to make students life easier.
Freak.
I need to calm down.
breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.
X(

posted by Anonymous @ 6:54 PM 0 Comments

School SUCKS!!!!! I am going to die next week. Almost every single day there is least 1 finals to do. Friday is the suckiest day of all. Math and Chemistry Finals together. Wednesday, psychology and physics. Whoohoo. I am screwed.

Today's Physics test was super hard as there are like lots of definitions stuff like that and I suck at memorizing. Diana is so screwed. I am praying hard that I don't drop my percentage for Physics.

boohoos.

posted by Anonymous @ 10:02 PM 0 Comments