Friday, March 17, 2006

heyys..i am back with small small font once again..love tis small small font alot alot..haha..hmms..woke up so damn early today..tis wk none of the day i slp until 12 la..so my hrs of slp is so little..hmms..went to see doctor again..haha..crack my bones again..ate yakun..YUMS.i know u people r jealous i get to eat yakun..LOLS...hmms..came home..start slackin again..dun plan to do finish any hw..haha..dunno how to do alot of math questions..where is debra peh when i need her to teach me..LOL..hmms..






realised something..u cant judge ppl by appearance..i guess i am right frm the beginning..i knew i shouldnt trust u..should have put my trust in other ppl instead of u.waste my trust..waste my patient..craps..learnt important lesson frm tis..even if tt person treat u very nice,doesnt mean tt the person likes u..tt person treat u nice is just to savehim/her frm being despised.bt i think by doing tis,makes more ppl hate u instead if liking u..hypocrite.i prefer her more than u.hu cares if u r so called popular in the class..i just write what i feel.i cant say it into ur face.if nt i dunno how to face u in class..i dunno how to tell ppl what really happen between both of us.maybe if i say it to ur face u will go ard sayin i am a huge idiot who dun care abt ur feelings..what abt u?did u ever care abt my feelings??i am a human for god sake.i am nt a person with no heart.i can feel.i can see.i can hear.doubt anyone understands my feelings right now at tis moment.i felt like disappearing frm tis pathetic life of mine.with full of hypocrites.i want to hurry leave tis place.i want to go canada NOW.i can stand it anymore.i will break dwn any moment.i want to escape.i want to run.i want to die.i cant stand tis feeling.i hate it.why cant u just go away.leave me alone.i am a person who is miserable le.so just leave me ALONE.hate u.hate me.hate my life.is that what u want?i bet so.i am so gonna be gone soon..just ren wo in like less den 3 mths den i am gone frm ur world.i can do anything.just dun do tis again to my friends.if i know u did it again.i will make sure u wish u didnt do it.u will want to disappear frm tis world.i make sure the world will know hu u really are.=(

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