confused..
heyy..me back to update again..haiis..these few days i am thinkin loads of stuff..i am thinkin that why people can change frm gd to bad..is like 1 minute the person is gd the nxt he/she is nt..haiis..having brain damage here ppl!!!save me..haiis..summore tis few days i am daydreaming in class..wad is happening to me!!!!loads of problems just came out frm no where makin me confused..why cant be life be simple nt complicated...izzit because tis is life??haiis..cant stand it any longer..how i wish i can turn back time until when we r lik sec 1 startin yr????haiis..nw life in sch is lik so peaceful?must be sort liao...nw the class is lik so quiet durin lessons??izzit we r becumin more guaii??haiis..just dun understand..
now lessons is so freakin boring n the teachers r those dunno how to teach type..wad de..tis yr is lik streaming???cant believe it...y dun they give gd teachers to us n those nt dat gd one just make them do sumthing..den hw is lik gettin thicker n thicker each day..FREAK!!!!am i going crazy??thinkin abt so many stufff lik is none of my business..how i wish life will be better..cant stand it any longer!!the only time dat i am free frm alll these problems is when i am daydreamin or slpin..in short life is horrible!!!
STRESS is the only word that can explain my situation..friends are the only one who r dere when i need dem.bt sumtimes dey cant always be dere for u..life is so horrible..why must i grow older???these few days i also been thinkin whether i should tell my parents abt me nt wantin to go canada to study..i just cant think life without my friends n makin new friends al over again when i just found great friends here..should i tell them??i want to stay here!!!i wan to be in ahs even though sumtimes it sucks..haiis..dunno how am i going to tell them abt it..imagine wad is their reactionWHAT???r u crazy??"dats wad i think...dunno la...shall tell them when is my birthday..
time is passin so fast these days..it is since 2 wks ago i came back from canada..haiis..how i wish there is a person who noes when i need him/her to be there for me..izzit too unreasonable???why am i thinkin so much these days??today i was lik no mood after second recess..when i was walkin back to class my mind is lik blank suddenly..i lik dun want to talk to anyone at dat moment..i just want time to stop there where my troubles r all gone..haiiis..shall stop thinkin abt it anymore..after typin it out i feel MUCH better than just nw=]]i am just glad dat i gt friends out there hu r dere for me=]]smiles.

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