Wednesday, September 21, 2005

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hii..i am so angry plus sad now..i today decided to tell my parents abt my term 3 results..den when i use the comp my dad ask me wad is my results for it..den i tell him..he say i dun bother abt it..if i dun bother abt it y would i try to reduce the time i use on comp to do my hw n study?why cant my parents understand me..u thot sec sch is the same as pri sch meh...gt 4 subject onli..now is 8 sub??as if i can cope lor..i nt so clever as u think..i am those hu really need to study to pass with flyin colours..as if i am dat smart as my parents think..my older brother, younger brother fail..wad did dey do?dey juz tell dem to study harder nxt time..wad abt me?i gt a huge lecture frm dem..wad can i do..i make sure i get much betta den tis term la..y muz u put so much pressure on me..as if i wan like dat..since my little brother got in to pri sch..i hav been studyin by myself..onli psle n streamin den dey hlp me..when i gt low marks dey scold...when i get top in class wad did dey did?dey nvr say anything abt it..when my little brother gt top wad did dey do?dey ask wad he wans n keep on praisin him..is life dat terrible?y cant my parents like my friends' parents?dey r so understandin nt like mine..always scold me when i get low results..say i dun bother at all..wa lao.i am so stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!if i know dis would happen i would hav nt pia so hard for psle so get to lousy sch den dun need to be so stress..crapppppppppppp...cant stand it anymore sooner or later..i will be like a balloon gonna burst soon if u continue to add air in it.life is miserable..stress!!!!!!!!!!crap..hate my life..thot it will be wonderful after i beat my older bro in psle..bt it juz gets worse each time..i hav learn my lesson..never beat my older brother in studies..if nt my parents will hav higher expectations on me......hate life now..gd luck to me tonite..may god bless me..buaii..

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